In the whirlwind of blue devils
I struggle to not let go
Yet each moment scorches me
Entwined in austere woe
Deserted, I scream in silence
Is there someone to be
The envoy of ecstasy and love
The vicar of bliss, of life, of me..
Bereft of him I smile
To see the naked face thats mine
Gripped with fear at every move,
Yet says
Oh! Leave me alone, I'm fine!
Alas, there's no looking back
No U-turns on the road unknown
The universe conspires for what shall be
'Til then, I walk the monotone
I cry
I bleed
I lose myself
But now I pledge
It shall soon end
Few million seconds henceforth they say
I''l be myself again
I dare
I wish
I hope
I pray
I don't lose my way
I don't lose my way
