Sunday, September 6, 2009

Lose my way









In the whirlwind of blue devils
I struggle to not let go
Yet each moment scorches me
Entwined in austere woe

Deserted, I scream in silence
Is there someone to be
The envoy of ecstasy and love
The vicar of bliss, of life, of me..

Bereft of him I smile
To see the naked face thats mine
Gripped with fear at every move,
Yet says
Oh! Leave me alone, I'm fine!

Alas, there's no looking back
No U-turns on the road unknown
The universe conspires for what shall be
'Til then, I walk the monotone

I cry
I bleed
I lose myself

But now I pledge
It shall soon end
Few million seconds henceforth they say
I''l be myself again

I dare
I wish
I hope
I pray

I don't lose my way
I don't lose my way

6 comments:

  1. I dont think "he" left you...

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  2. nice really deep.. everyone's searching for where to be..wat to do tryin nt to give up..
    may the tym come soon.

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  3. dare
    wish
    hope
    pray...


    hmmm...gud write..

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  4. a nile dammed for youDecember 15, 2009 at 11:54 PM

    If suffering be the test of thy patience
    Thou dost become the gold of a perfect sheen
    None doe gather'st enough richness nor wealth
    As dost thou in crucibles simmering mean
    And yet it dost cometh to that who bear
    Not be the slave to the weaker soul
    Endure my friend so, with all thy might
    Endure, let the heart turn gold...

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  5. Thanks... its really awesome..
    Out of curiosity, who's this?

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  6. a nile damned for youAugust 22, 2011 at 7:49 PM

    no one in particular...

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